@shes_gOne
Now I’m not complaining about having something to do or having someone want to hang out with me, but sometimes I just really want to be alone. I feel so overwhelmed when I have to save days to hangout with people or make a schedule for others. I don’t know, it’s hard to describe. I just need breathing space, sometimes, but I find it hard to say “no” to anyone asking.
(via theeflutegoddess)
There’s a Hole in my Sidewalk
Chapter 1. I walk down the street. Chapter 2. I walk down the same street. Chapter 3. I walk down the same street. Chapter 4. I walk down the same street. Chapter 5. I walk down another street.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I fall in.
I am lost…
I am helpless.
It isn’t my fault.
It takes forever to find a way out.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I pretend I don’t see it.
I fall in again.
I cant believe I am in this same place.
But it isn’t my fault.
It still takes a long time to get out.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I see it is there.
I still fall in… its a habit.
But, my eyes are open.
I know where I am.
It is my fault.
I get out immediately.
There is a deep hole in the sidewalk.
I walk around it.
30 Day Challenge.
Day 05 - A picture of your favorite memory.
I can’t really think of anything that I would consider my ‘favorite memory,’ but I can definitely say that some of my best memories in the past couple years have been made with Ashley Davis aka my Twin Best Friend. Until Ashley I never really had a girl best friend. I mean, guy best friends are nice, but there’s a huge difference between male and female best friends. Me and Ashley are just alike. We’re short with people, including each other, we randomly say things that have nothing to do with what we were talking about, yet the other person still understands what they’re talking about and why it came up, and even without conversation things are never awkward. We never feel like we need to keep each other entertained like we’re hosting an event or something and we can just sit in Ashley’s room for hours doing nothing but playing on our computers. On top of that we read the same books, watch the same shows, are addicted to the gym, and could spend an entire day in the book store. Ashley doesn’t get on my nerves like my other friends do… she just pisses me off occasionally lol. But what can I say? When you’re like sisters, that’s bound to happen. I’m just thankful that I have such an awesome best friend to make ‘favorite memories’ with.
